✨ ✨ ✨ Did I tell y'all that I'm obsessed with greeeen?
Yeah, green!
If y'all know that everything in my room is green (from toothbrush to carpet) yeah I meant everything!! ✨
So i got this new green curtain like thing with green hearts and I've been obsessing over this past four hours!! ✨ ✨ ✨
A quick peep! Exams going onn!
Will get back on track sooooon!!!
Until then,
Zooooiiiiinnnngggg!
Shivi 😄
I can't say what is going onn. That feeling. That. Suffocation. Frustration. Confusion.Pressure .
All in one eating up my brains. I want to vent it all out. At once, and breathe well.
Is my life destined to be so? Or is it just me who is limiting myself from everything? I cannot judge anymore. I cant live by the good vibe quotes anymore. Not anymore. I can either cry or blog. I'm done with tears and yeah here I am.
She paced here and there in her room. "What should I wear tonight? " she thought. After a long search,she settled down on a little black dress. Perfect fit which accentuated her curves added a boost of confidence. She kept her makeup minimal and finished off with a touch of gloss which smelt of strawberries .
She was trying on her new pair of jimmy choos' when she felt an arm around her waist. She tried turning around to see who it was. Invain. She was sealed with a kiss. She paused for breath and looked right into his eyes.
She smiled because it was her man. The one who made her forget her turbulent past. Her man. The moment was just right.
" I love you " he said.
She smiled and replied, " You have invaded my bones and blood. You have pierced my heart. I love you too " as she kissed him.
Together, they lost themselves in love and passion. Bliss.
When you know it's the end of something,your heart cries for it to stay.
All the hope is lost.
Will the things ever be back that way?
Now,the reality is crystal clear in front of us.
The tears don't talk a happy talk,that's when you really want to give up.
Engulfed in doubt.
Hard to breathe.
Delving deep into the unknown.
A mystery.
So this is going to be something from my heart...in life,some situations are opportunities :) Okay,in this letter, I chose to write my heart out for my future guy.
Dear............,
My heart was empty.And you came,and filled it with your charming smile and kindness.You are the reason behind my smile,the reason behind my happiness, reason why I don't cry myself to sleep. You give the confidence to face the harsh realities in life.
You showed me what life means. I am no more that little girl. Your charming character and your caring heart feeds my mind and Soul. We may fight over silly things but boy, remember I am always there for you.Words will not suffice if I have to say how happy I am now.
I love you.I love you more than those bitches before.Just,remember I will wait till the end of time. Even if it takes an eternity, I will.Because u made me smile,u made me feel your love.U never said that u loved me. Instead u made me feel that u do.That feeling.
Phew! Life is all about struggles.It's all about accepting the harsh realities but I am sure it will turn out beautiful with your presence. And it will be the same because I will be by your side. Always.
The people in the world will pull you down and bring you to your knees. I will catch you.People say things that will make you feel dejected. Remember, I will be by your side. Always.Again,I'm no more a normal girl,but your princess.
Yours lovingly,
.......................
P.S. This is an imaginary letter.
Sometimes I am my own contradiction. I doubt myself. I don't trust myself. Being an introvert, I always like to hide my feelings deep inside.I am just so uncomfortable saying exactly what I feel to another person.If the result is being judged,I get furious.
Its actually a tough task to tell exactly what I feel towards a person or a situation..... I want myself to open up but I just don't seem comfortable doing so....Introverted.
In my free time,I just plug Inn my earphones and listen to songs.And songs,they are worse.Certain songs remind you of some period.Those times when you were re sad.Those times when you had a broken heart.Whatever.
I am not a person who expresses much.I am just me. Myself. Carved my own niche.Living in my own niche.
